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Jin Xing, China's Leading Dancer, Pushing the Limits
Editor: Please note, the inappropriate references to Jin in the male gender throughout this article is of the writers choice and does not reflect the Gender Centre's view.
Jin Xing - When [her] first Beijing performances, profound, complex and imbued with homosexual themes, received a warm reception, Jin finally felt ready to tell [her] family about [her] decision
As the only male heir on [her] father's side of the family, [s]he was shocked to find [her parents] so supportive and so unsurprised.
In a country where individual choice is still a privilege, China's leading dancer, Jin Xing, continually tests the limits. At age nine, Jin begged [her] parents, an army officer and an interpreter, for permission to join the Shenyang Military Song and Dance troupe in north-eastern Liaoning province. When they refused, [s]he went on a hunger strike; after two days they relented. Years of gruelling training took Jin to the top of China's ballet world and earned [her] a government scholarship to study in the U.S. the only Chinese dancer ever to do so.
Despite [her] success, Jin always kept secret something [s]he feared made [her] too different. "Even as a child I dreamed of becoming a girl", [s]he says. Now twenty-eight, China's Nureyev has decided to undergo a sex change operation that will make [her] wish come true.
Jin's latest choice challenges the sexual and cultural mores of conservative Chinese society. As an adolescent, [s]he was attracted to men, but because homosexuality is taboo, [s]he instead put all [her] energy into [her] art. [Her] 1988 - ninety-three day stay abroad was a turning point. While honing [her] dance craft, [s]he also explored [her] sexuality. "After a year, I realised I didn't fit into the gay community", [s]he says. "I discovered I (was attracted to) men who like women."
Jin first met transsexuals while teaching modern dance in Europe and recognised what [s]he now says is the truth of [her] own sexual identity. By the time [s]he returned to China in 1993, [s]he had made up [her] mind to become a woman. When [her] first Beijing performances, profound, complex and imbued with homosexual themes, received a warm reception, Jin finally felt ready to tell [her] family about [her] decision. As the only male heir on [her] father's side of the family, [s]he was shocked to find them so supportive and so unsurprised.
Likewise, the government has displayed unprecedented tolerance for [her] high profile transformation. Ministry of Culture officials recently visited [her] in the hospital to discuss future performances. "They think I'm a crazy artist, but they respect my work," [s]he says. "By the time they left, they were calling me Miss Jin." A state television crew is even making a documentary. Jin hopes this publicity will help others grappling with uncertain sexual identities. Chinese hospitals have reportedly turned down most of the three thousand requests for sex change operations they received in the past six years. "As one person, I cannot change society," [s]he muses. "But I want people to know that nothing in life needs to be immutable. There is always a 'maybe'."
Jin has undergone the first two stages of the procedure, breast implants and facial hair removal, and this week will have the final eight-hour operation. [She] admits to being nervous but says, "The more I am forced to convince others, the more I convince myself that I am doing the right thing".
From Jin Xing's website: Jin Xing (directly translated: golden star) started her remarkable life journey 1967 in Shenyang in Liaoning province. She was born to parents from the country's Korean minority at a time when China was caught in the throes of the Cultural Revolution. At the age of nine, she managed to get herself enrolled in the famous military dance ensemble in Shenyang, whose teacher belonged to the top of classic ballet in China. Since then Jin Xing's history reads like row after row of superlatives.
At the age of seventeen she received the Best Dancer of China Award. With nineteen she became the first Chinese dancer to win a grant in New York from the Asian Cultural Council of America and the American Dance Festival. Amongst others she studied with Martha Graham, Merce Cunningham and Jose Limon. In 1991 she won the "Best Choreographer Award" of the American Dance Festival for her creation Half Dream. Jin Xing then decided to move to Europe. There followed educational visits and appearances with various ensembles in Rome and Brussels. In 1993 after a total of six years in the western world Jin Xing returned to China where she became teacher for the National Choreography and Modern Dance Training workshops commissioned by the Chinese Ministry of Culture. In 1994 she resigned as Colonel from the Chinese military dance company.
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